I’m a Bipolar Disorder, Sexual Abused, Self Mutilating, Borderline Personality Disorder, Morbidly Obese,  Self Hating, Physical Abused, Homeless survivor. LOL. I say “survivor” because I am still alive when over the past 20 years all I have ever wanted to do is end my life. But I know I was put on this earth for something better: to help myself and others get through their everyday lives.

When not in a manic or depressive state I love to read, write, cook, collect cookbooks, travel, camp, and go swimming. When I’m in a really great mood I make wreathes for a living as well as working as a Chef. Most days I sit at the computer writing, designing my website as I talk to friends.

I’m a lost soul looking for answers in many different places. Hell in just the last 8 months I’ve lived in 6 states trying to find me. LOL.

But I am damn good about listening to others and helping them through their problems, I just can’t seem to help myself. Some day I will though. I’m on the right track to recovery. If there is one that is!